Hey there body of mine,
We haven’t been on the best of terms lately, have we? You’ve
cost me a boatload of money and I’ve really been feeling like crap. So, should
we call a truce?
If only it was that simple. Unfortunately, you and I are not
the only players in the game. This virus we’re fighting – it’s a sneaky
bastard. I feel like it’s hijacked you right out from under me and I don’t know
if or when I’ll get you back.
There is a level of fear that I have been unable to contain
throughout all of this that I would like to reappropriate as more positive
energy. But how? This entire journey has been grueling, it has impacted my
relationship, my body, my energy, my work. I am scared that there is no end in
sight.
What has been taken from me is something that I was only now
claiming as my own. I think this is the most traumatic part of the whole
ordeal. And though many go through similar trials, I cannot bring myself to
speak of it. I cannot bring myself to share.
This adventure must continue. I am sure I will have more
thoughts for you soon.
Get better. Come back to me.
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